No answer for it.

I'm so happy that i won the grand prize from the Look alike event.
The prize worth about 100m which is equivalent to S$150
i spent just 1.7m to buy the costumes & spent some time to take screenshots.
And then sell back at market place =D
After than i picked the best one and send to them...

Another day for ranonline.

Another day gone.

Wasted?

Yes.

So?

Really getting OVER it ?

Even though, tomorrow is a public holiday.
i don't even feel happy. Weird?
Frankly speaking, i am very afraid of loneliness.
The moment of silent makes me afraid.
But doesn't mean i love noisiness.

All of a sudden, one of my dream reflected on me.
Telling me it's all over.
The truth path has just began. Is that true?

Everything is gonna be pack up.
Everything got to do with you, shall be return to where it should belong.
Sometimes i wonder, why do you appear in my life?
And also, why do you leave your footprint in my heart?
Maybe i think too much.
Everything is like too sudden, like a sudden of expansion.
Luckily i didn't burst or even insane.
The stab you gave, piercing through deep enough...
... during that moment i just felt, am i dead? Well, it's all over.
Hmm, maybe i should say we haven't really started~ how can i say it's over?
Haha, i think much again.

Had watched Pirates of the Caribbean, At World's End 2007 with CP,ML & ZT

A nice show~ from the appearance they look so cool.
Jack is the one who made audience laughed.
This lady as shown above is so charming too.
i wonder that monkey and parrot in show was the real animal? lol*
Anyway after the show, we had our dinner there at Junction-8

That's all for the day, quite relaxing =D

Title ?

Every now and then, i have nothing much to say about.
You could say i am a boring man, leading a boring life.
That's me.

At times, i really wish i could gave all my times to girlfriend.
Giving her all my best, just to see her smile.
OOPS, i am dreaming again.

Do i regret that i never try to court a girl when i am at the age of 13-18?
Hmm, i can say most likely not. If it's yours, it will be yours.
Court is not my style. i believe in fate.
But not mean i am hoping for every now and then.
Do what i suppose to do. Tried to satisfy people at work or other any places.
Tried to make her more happy/relief whenever i can.
i am not tired to of doing it, even everyday repeating it.
But one of your word strikes me, my world collapsed.
i don't even dare to think for it now and then...
Feeling so terrible for almost a year and more to go...
What else can i think of to make myself better?
Play ranonline? maybe or ...

Drifting further and further away from...

Fresh new week, yet doing the same old thing to do...
One hour of rushing inno and then started work.
Soon it's lunch time.

Back to work again, just awaiting to go home.
i felt my heart is drifting away from work.
Why am i worry for a person that already doesn't make my existence?
i can't even feel anything, like a zombie.
Just do what i am doing now.
Lai ranonline... let's rock.

Another relaxing day for myself...

Rushing inno's level ?
That's the day for it.

What do i expect for more?
No more.

Misty Surya & me ^ ^

Another of photo taking session with Surya ~


Let's dance, Surya ~ Oye*


Move our hands and legs together~


Wow, we heard the crowd screaming for us.


Weee, we can fly lol =_=


Shaking hand with Surya for sharing her time with me haha*


Last but not least, we act blur XD

Have a nice day ~!

Misty Ninjas !!!

Lai lai, ninja's photo taking session haha~


Ready to move out to our objective area...


Prepared to with magical forces...


Getting ourself warm up ~ lol?


Ready to advance haha~

i think the dragon behind us is nice, so i chosen this place~
My friend had seen this screenshot and gave me some comments.
Saying that the background suit the ninja lol*
Once in the moment, where this costume are prize won from event.
Stay smart, stay cool and take care ^^

Every once i think of this, i just smile...

Till now, im satisfy of what i had done.

No regret, i remember the day that once you will touched to get asleep.

That's the moment i am most glad to hear that you are happy for it.

Look ahead, that's all over.

After all, for nothing ~ we are strangers again.

Hope i can forget everything...

A fresh day started.
But somehow i felt my fresh day seems like a stale day...

Because i think i miss too much haha~
Let it be, let the past passed...
Farewell.

It's just started ...

Just work as usual...
Just take my meals...
Just take a break...
Just play games...
Just to relax...
Just sleep...

Everything is over.
But it's not the end yet.
It's just the beginning of life.


A screenshot taken for participating "Look Alike" event haha~
Does my pet look like me mah?

...

... i have nothing to say for the day.
You... made me so tiring each day.
i am so tired... really tired.

Feeling.... same...

Still the same as yesterday, my head is spinning...
i remember i dreamt of you again, sigh i wish i don't.

But how can i control "dreams"?
i need help, like cursed haha*
How?
i hope all rest well too.
Take care all.

Fallen ill ...

A bad day... i fell sick...
But still i continue with ranonline.

Many events coming up, more fun to seek...
Get myself a relax mind...
Rest well.

4th ICT

So boring when thinking of going back camp haha~
14th - Just prepare alot of things for the next few days.
15th - Morning had weapon revision & then move outfield at evening.
16th - Practise again in field and etc
And prepare for tomorrow, lying on the ground facing the sky... wow*.
17th - Early in the morning at 6am, prepare our positions....
And waited till noon and mount back vehicles...
Finally back to camp, i felt so relieve...
The field in SG is so bad, millions of mosquitoes breeding in field...
In resident area, government tried to reduce the mosquitoes breeding.
i think it just reduce less than 10%
Anyway, i am well-prepared with SAF insect repellent haha*
18th - Although tired, but i will always get my breakfast at 6am.
Then back to sleep till 9am, to work on administration stuffs...
And before we are waiting for the out process...

A quick snap, our platoon but few missing...

Finally, end of this ICT ~ to me it's meaningless.
SG army can defend? As technologies so advanced, i don't believe we can.
World war II already had nuclear bomb, now what's more?
Do what's should be done, be good be wise.
Be smart, get technologies pushed and make use of it...
Anyway we can't take peace for granted, so...
Just do it haha*

Everything is packed, im ready ~

A day of ran again...

Zzz... accidentally clicked open the gift box...
The shop card and others cards pop out...
Vending for the day and have to waste for next 4 days haha~

At night, packing up for reservist...
Ready?

Inno with Purple wand ^ ^

Ranonline picture...
Inno casting defensive aura haha~



So nice eh? Taken during pk time haha

Am i ready for reservist?

Relaxing time at office...
But trying to finish up whatever i had now...

Yeah, time to go home for leveling inno and to pack up...

Get myself brace up and look ahead~ there's more nice thing around me...

I'm glad i settled another piece of work...

Days are getting near to my reservist...

Should i frown or smile?

In fact i can't tell the truth.

i still have to face people with smiles.

Frowning in heart because of your absence.

But as i said, i will get over it soon.

i need time, alot of time...

Is my life so boring?

Yeah, im done with my work.

Incoming new work are ready too...

Just carry on and on till...

... one day, i say goodbye to the world.

Wish everyone the best for now till the end.

Thinking back...

i didn't lose anything.
In fact, i gained alot from you.

i learnt the feel of being loved.
As i could feel your presence around me that push me ahead.

i learnt the feel of being glad.
As i see you are improving each day.

i learnt the feel of being sorrow.
As i felt the same as you were sad.

i learnt the feel of being disappointed.
As i thought, you are mature enough to think~ but you aren't.

i learnt the feel of being used.
As you get me off once im not in use.

i learnt the feel of being abandoned.
As you point a knife to ask me to get lost...

Thanks for giving me this moment of feel and giving me back my freedom.

Another lifeless day to get on...

Yeah... i have done my work... but another new working arrived.

No more opening shop for this week and next week...
As for next week, im going back to reservist haha~ abit sian but no choice.
It's field training... oh my god...

Hope i can come back in one piece ~ amen*

i will try my best =)

A relaxing day for me...
Just leveling Inno again...
So simple.

So hard to forget you.
But im trying hard to forget.
One day i believe i can.
You want me to forget.
You made me to forget.
You forced me to forget.
i learned how to forget.

Just another day ...

Leveling Inno haha?
Haiz...

Is that what i can do during weekend?
Should i get worried?
i guess my parent are more worried than i do.
But nothing i can do for now.
Somehow i felt im like a dead man.
Feelings are gone.
Numb.
What is feeling? Can you tell me?

i believe i can do it...

i had a dream of you again...
This time round i can't forget about the dream.
The dream is about us...

i hope i will stop dreaming, but how i wish i could control my mind.
But i try my best for every now and then.
i can't think of that person that doesn't even treat me exist in her world.
Well... i said, i will try my best.

A fine day, just another day passed...

Just another tiring day...
Tired of ... missing somebody.
But i just can't help.

Just let it be...
Be glad to hear that you are fine.

When will i get a stop to it?

Continue with my work....
Welcome ace to my working area haha~
Is it fun here?

To me, its like my 2nd home.
As i can come at 7am to 11am, as i like when not much work in hand.
Watching TV, listening to radio, having your favourite snack while working...
... getting an early lunch, going home early all is possible.
Take a short break as needed, playing some game to keep awake...
And many thing to learn, the prospect here is to draw, calculate and to design.
Soon as time goes by, it's all good.

Back home to get Inno on the leveling mode...
Wow, slow but steady haha~
Take a good rest, nights*

Pets....

A day to play, just a relaxingday...
.....RAN pet have husky, tiger and even Tortoise !!! haha*


Thats all for the day~ lol*
Happy Labour day !