Work think think, work work think think think think

Is that you whom appear in my dream again? i told myself when im awake.
i can't really remember. it's another weird dream...
... that i could only remember i saved her and i got myself injuries.
What a joke as i told myself again...
i ate my breakfast and went off to work at 7+ am

Once my boss's friend arrived and he drove me to the shipyard.
Everything seems fine as well as the weather.
Thoughts often flew into my mind, telling me...
...must try to walk upright...must eat more...must rest earlier...must...
In fact, i did weight myself ~ my weight increased by 6kg
Actually i don't im having a hunch back.
i never notice it and no one ever told me too.
But now i think im better as your voice always told me to do so while im walking.
Sometime i do paused myself and get to think of ...
Even during at work too. But what to do? i really seems cursed haha.

Well, maybe it's fate again to remember. Once and for all, till my very last breath.
The only one i knew, the only one i remember, no more of it.