It's all start from me, blame my thought, blame myself.

its Monday again... the start of the week, always feel sian.
Don't know why, till now i still feeling lost... haiz.
This week will be going to shipyard all the time... with a boss's friend.
Boss will be rushing his work and all his meetings.
His friend is a funny guy haha~ seem fine to work with.
Back office, once im done with the work for the day over at the shipyard.

After alighting off at a MRT station, walking towards home...
... this feeling is always there, i'll see your shadow.
...which link to many other happenings.
i often look back, but i get disappointed as im dreaming.

Things are hard to predict.
Sometime, you will never know the reason behind it.
Just like me, i remember that moment i just feel like a ball being kicked.
The ball just don't know what had happened too.
And the ball flew and lost its way in an unknown place.
Now & then always living with uncertainties and so im unhappy...
i tried to be happy physically...but mentally and emotionally, i can't.
Because everyday, walking the same route...
... same feel, same thought is always there.
But i know everything is not the same again.
Maybe im ill-fated, so i can't blame anyone.
i could only blame myself.