Deep thoughts ?

Last day of the April...
Doing the same work...
Missing the same person... where i know is a useless missing.
So as i know tomorrow is an holiday... somehow I'm glad.
This week will be an easy week.

End of the day, i felt tired.
Tired of missing? ... this one i really can't help myself...
Helplessly...

You gave me,
...Fear.

You made me,
...Colorless.

That i felt lifeless.

Although the world is full of temptations, but I'm not interesting in any of it.
Because you filled my heart fully once.
Even though, you are not with me anymore.
But the memories will stay, short and sweet~ i smiled.

People said that those who had broken up and still keeping till the end.
Is this call faithful?
i think this word is more to be use on married couple.
For relationship, the word trust is more logical to be use.
If i compare a relationship~ mentioning faithful where already broken up.
Actually is called a fool.

But for a married couple, if broken up & still keeping in mind, that's call faithful.
Relationship period is like fixing a jigsaw puzzle.
When two is suitable, they fit nicely.
So in a relationship, the word faithful cant be use...
Either fool or trust can be use.

Some might say hold on till the very end, things may change in your way.
To me, the trust for you from me is gone, holding it will not go any..
...further~ anyway, might as well letting it go.
And i know you will be happier.

Well, life only once~ haven't married means my chance is still wide, isn't it?
Thinking back, I've been a fool for few years since 2003.
How sad it was. But i never blame anyone for it.
i only can blame for my ill-fate life.

Finding a new memory?
To tell the truth, I'm kinda sick of girls.
Although i've been wishing for my princess to adore and to care for.
But now, i don't dare to think anymore.

For now, i just wish each of my day is happy~ that's enough.
I'm tired and don't wish to know about other things.
Rest mode on ~ Good nights.