God can you hear me?

Haiz...back to office, 1st sentence that went into my mind was...
"Going to face the four walls again, is god playing a prank on me?"

My mind is so peaceful from the time i'm awake till asleep.
Everything seems so calm, and thats where i feel something is missing...
...like a jigsaw puzzle with a missing piece.
All the while, i believe that i'm used to quietness but then it isn't.
Working indeed ocuppied my time but it doesn't really fill my heart.
Playing game ocuppied my time as well as entertained...
... but still doesn't really fill my heart.

Overall, i don't wish to think so much about it.
But even dreams do remind me ... what to do...
Rest early... so early... zzZ.