Early in the morning, i tested my 2nd PC again, it looks fine but may goes off at anytime. i got to burn that GBA emulator and its ROMs as my old PC cannot detect any thumb drive and only floppy disk drive is available~ Pengz, what can i store with 1.38 MB ?
i started to play GBA SF as one of my old friend is playing too~ chiong for the first complete to collect cards. Its new stuff after modification~ while playing, once again i felt im back to the past, im back in 1990. Wondering why and when i started to play game ~ Hmm thinking back, i guess i started to play because i think its interesting somehow. Where i held the controller to control, the thing in the screen moves to where i want. My mind said wah~神奇, technology is so cool haha* That time, my mind is really that innocent and simple, and so on i like role playing game. More in role playing, imagining i am the one or representative in an adventure. As for now and then, no more of buying of new console or hand held set~ its just an entertainment, don't want to spend so much to it. So sometime i wonder why people buy latest console or hand held set, is it because of the trend? Nice graphic? Nice game play? Thinking back, how many nice games are available and how much time i have to play it? Anyway, now the world is moving in a high and fast pace~ Sooner or later, things get more and more. Those old games are more than enough to entertain me, i can say im easily content with what i have. Life could be easy and simple, if everyone is content with what they had. Every human being is more or less the same as in working for a living. Whether having a family or not, time still move on and we get older and older... i wish i can go back to the past again. i miss out too much thing that i didn't do... i miss my youth days..
Seconds slipped off at every moment... no matter where you are or what you do. Time couldn't rewind and stop at where the critical moment or best/worst moments are. We couldn't change the past that happened but we could change the present and shape out towards a better future. Thoughts often floats around me when being alone. We should control the thoughts and not letting the thoughts to control us. I know its hard, if not this word should extinct 情不自禁. i believe human mind is special to create happiness. What kind of happiness is up to each individual. Being happy or unhappy is a choice not with someone but hoping someone to be happy. To me, Hate doesn't exist, if so~ unhappy exist. i admitted in the past i did hate someone, but now i don't. i could say i have no more feel and getting tired to "feel" like, love and hate. Anyway i know sometimes can't be help at all. If we do, this world should be a very peaceful and harmony.
Just let it be... i am really sick of it.
In fact, the most scary thing in my life is being alone. But thinking back, it maybe my best friend too.. weird? Staying alone gives my heart a quiet environment, its much more quieter than a library. As i close my eye, i hardly hear any footsteps... Calm brain often let thoughts run into my heart. Once it reached my heart, i smile and follow by a tear. Felt like an internal bleeding with hard breathing , who knows ? Usually after that, i sang 晴天/痴心绝对/江南/简单爱 loud when no one is around haha... Tidy up my wound and emotion then went to play my game to entertain my heart and occupy my brain. Hope i didn't give anyone problems and i truely wish everyone around me to smile happily in whatever they do. i wonder how is my future looks like?
Timing is important, but it doesn't matter to me anymore. How contradicting i am... but truth. Contradicting makes decision better, isn't it ? OOPS, too much of crappy talks and i had to postpone my shopping trip to next week. After graduation, everyone is walking towards a working life. Am i really happy? ... as long everyone around me is happy will do.
Wishing all the best, stay cool and CHEERS*
Your Sincerely
John , No more Laoda
OOPS, its not a letter eh... Good night*