My hearT speaKs

Day passes fast.
im just a piscesean wondering
when and where
does the other appears..
Maybe is nearby.
Maybe is far.
Or
Maybe is none.
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I wonder.
I envy.
I hope.
I wish.

Sometime I do dream too.
But i never expect for more.

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Career or love?

Having both?

Yes.

No.
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I prefer to start career 1st.

But I have no one to share with.

Feeling hollow inside.
I feel as free as a bird.
To do whatever i like for nobody,

maybe for myself.

Im content with myself,
for what i am now.

i aim to earn more money to spend with.

Of coz need to save as many as i can as well.
And follow by love arrives,

For money?

Or
For love?
I don't know.

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I prefer to start love 1st.

I have a love one to share with.

And to go on with.

To do whatever i want
to make you happy,

and of coz for myself.

Because you smile, im content.

i aim to do well to being well with you.

And follow by career,

I willing to work hard,
not bcoz for company.

Bcoz of you.

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Sometime,

Fate is to meet.

Yet Destiny not to stay for long.

Some passes us,

when we didn't realise.

And just letting go without knowing.

So we may regret or not,

is just a past.

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Someday.

Somewhere.
Somehow.

No matter what,

just be content of what you have now.

We live in reality, not appearance
If one day i die, whatever items bought
..will not follow with me.
But my memories will,
Thanks for giving me goods and bads memories
i learned.
i grew up.

i smile.

Day still passes,

fast.